I have seen it in many people around me; how they
change after they actually get what they want or are in the process of getting
what they have wanted. I have seen the change even in me. It’s not that bad a
thing to change. But the irritating part is this change changes the inner core
of the person; in each and every aspect. This fact is truly not what I wanted.
I never wanted to change my inner self. It was supposed to be a controlled
change but the change has taken over now and the change is the master of me.
I have always wanted to be the master of myself
and the change. It’s like the spider man movie where Dr.Octovius wanted to
bring a change to himself and had setup the control mechanism in place so that
he will always be in control on the change but shit happens and the change took
over the steering wheel and hell broke loose. So as I always tell people Expect
the Unexpected.
But what I liked is the change is still
controllable because it was you that brought about the change. The change is
not completely uncontrollable. You need to know the knack to do it. That's all